Saturday, April 11, 2009

So Tired

Yeah, somehow I am tired. Your probably thinking, "You've gotta be kidding. It's 6 in the morning." Not physically, just that life feels a bit tiring, just a bit. It's been a rather lonely week that's all. I'm glad that we have a 24-hour hotline with God, it'd be terrible without, I probably would be depressed by now.

Maybe the problem is with me. I'm not really that good at mixing with people. I don't know why......I really don't...... Do I talk too much I wonder? Again I'm glad for the 24-hour hotline, because really there is no one else more willing to listen. I read a quote in the newspaper,"There is nothing else more boring than listening to someone's dreams except listening to someone's problems." It's not verbatim mind you but the gist of the message is there.

Don't worry about me. I've got an anchor in the storm, it's just that I'm currently below water level. I'll resurface for air soon. Really! Because no matter how much I rant about me and my problems, I can almost picture Him smiling gently, kindly and thinking, "Complain all you want, I'll listen, but wait until you see the great thing I have planned for you." Makes you feel warm doesn't it?